11/16/08

Love pt. 2

I miss you so much that it hurts.
I miss you so much that want to scream.
I miss you so much that I don't know what to do with myself.

I know that you won't read this, because I'm not ready to share my inner thoughts with you yet, but I need to get it off my chest before it explodes. I love you. I need you. I don't know what I would do without you. I'm an independent woman, but I would be lost without you. I wouldn't know how to live my life, and I wouldn't know how to be me.

I'm scared by my feelings towards you. They're so intense, and I've never experienced anything like it before. I've had crushes, but nothing compares to this. I don't know what to do with these feelings, other than to feel them. I would put my life at risk for you, if I had to..

It's funny because I've always thought that people who say "I love him/her" after being with him/her for just a few months were silly, and now I'm one of them. I'm one of the idiots who think that they'll be together with their boyfriend forever. And I really hope I will. I don't think I'll ever find a better guy..

"I'll never let go, Jack. I promise."


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